Hello. (:

Today was Children's Day so the gifts started pouring in. But nobody bought chocolate for us. :l If you don't count the fondue and the cadbury chocolate given by classmates. Party was pretty boring. Nothing funny much happened. OH except for the Bj thing. HAHA.

Finished Ally's file doodle. And I actually think it's pretty good (: If you think that the pictures aren't drawn so well, they're meant to be like that. Hmm, Maybe I should have brought it home to be coloured. :l Oh wellos.

During supp, I tried to sit as far away from Tessa as possible cos she had super high tide. HAHA. I couldn't drink water properly without thinking I would cause Tessa to pee. Lol. Hahahaha.

The spiderpig song really is pretty amusing. Helps to forget some stuff for a few seconds. =.= Movies are better. Although the stuff hits you hard again immediately after. Okay nevermind.

I have to cover three chapters of science todayy. Guess that's not so much. I could even do four. (: And I freaking got 83/100 for that bloody science mock test!!! $#&@#&@&@*(@)#*((*!! >:l SHITT. The Nanyang kids are going to oooowwwwnnnn usss. Meaning we get 220 and they get 280. :l

Don't think I'm gonna get my little prizes. ): Mummy even said that she'd get me an iphone if I get 250 or above. )): And I doooo need a new phone really badly. Mine is getting so old and there's something wrong with my messages thing. >:( Sometimes I don't get messages or I get them super late(like 3 days late or something)!!!! Ughh

Hehe. I'm so frustrated with the red thing so I shall make the whole post today, RED (:

ARGH I NEED HELP. I've been napping three days in a row! :x So I couldn't sleep at night. Lol. I think I slept at 2.30am last night- uhh today. I woke up at 8.30am. I couldn't sleep anymore. ): 6hours!! )):

Well, at least I finished my p4 science rivision. I did it in three days! (: Today I shall do the school science paper, and then do p6 or p5 science revision.(: After tuition, that is.

I really envy the sec 4s. They get to skip school until their Os. :l Well, I guess their Os are harder than our PSLE. :l

Sigh. Gotta go now. ):

yum yum~ Egg sandwhich rocks my world (:

So PSLE is closing in. I'm freaking scared I won't be able to do as well as my family expects me to do. And popo won't talk to me if I get below 250. .... Damn. My cousin needed 3 A stars just to get 255. I only have... 1. And I got 258 for aggrigate. <-- Is that how you spell it? Heh. This is why I'm not competing in the spelling bee. Anyways, I'll probably drop 10 marks or more.

And chinese will probably be the hard one this year cos the last two years' chinese tests were easy. Just my luck. I absolutely saaarrrrrrrkkkkk at chinese. ): There goes my 1000 dollars~~~

Ugh, I need to improve my science super super fast. To an A star! :l I got 90 1/2 for the St. Andrews Mock test. Damn it. Half mark more. >:l

If I was dumb enough to believe that my prelims score was really that high, I would be soo motivated to study really hard. Two more marks to 260! That's what I would think. Then I would study study study like my life depended on it. On second thought, my life DOES depend on it. Mann, I wish I was dumber. LOL.

Ew. There's a bug on my computer screen. o.o


Right over there. Lol.
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Tessa!! The song isn't called Amillie(: It's actually A Million. Hahaha. They say it so fast that it sounds like Amillie. Hehe(:

Ugh. PSLE is next friday!!! ;X I need to read the compositions now. BUT. Two weeks from now, I'll be freeeeee(: -lalala- I can wander my condo and do nothing all day. :D :D :D That sounds so awesome.

Here's a list I just thought up:

-Island Creamery!
-Take Neos
-Play volleyball (:
-Play little games :D
-Go to the movies!!
-Stay back in school for a long long time(:
-Play cards :P
-Talk talk talk talk talk. :U
-Buy all sorts of rubbish (:
-Sms all day
-Chat online! (:
-Search for a 1992 coin LOL
-Be retarded
-Snack on edible rubbish
-Camwhore

These are 15 things that I can do on the last 15 days of school I have with my friends after PSLE. Not that we won't see each other during the hols. I hope we do(:
Here's another list I just thought up:

-Drown myself in books
-Do nothing but play minigames all day
-Convince mummy to buy me a tablet :l
-Explore every inch of Blossomvale
-Stay in school and explore somemore :B
-Stone in bed for hours
-Master the art of shading
-Search for Stephanie Meyer books
-Cycle! (: Rollerblade! (:
-Take a photography course with mummy? She wants to do it. Lol
-Buy toys!!!! :D:D:D:D:D
-Be a movie junkie :B
-Oh I need a scanner mann >:l
-Go to the Zoo with Tim =.=
-Bake all sorts of stuffz :D
-Last but not least, strengthen my relationship with God! (:

I can't say 'yaye' yet. ;X

My hopes of getting ingto SOTA and doing IB is totally ruined. Mummy and Daddy are totally not supportive and they were mean last night. :l I'm doing you a favour by not telling what they said. It was just.. negative I guess.

Forget about it. After the stupid quarrel, they promised me they would pamper me and all that after psle. I guess that's nice. At least they're trying to make up for it. Movies, books, icecream, toys and SLEEP. GeeGee, I need that last one so bad.

Just thinking about taking O's is killing me. Can't I just save myself the stress? ): Sigh. Nevermind. I'm not that good at drawing anyways.

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Positive side of my mind says:

I'm skipping aikido for the next two weeks! And today I'm skipping it too!! (: <---- haha. First smileyface. (: Uhh. That's about it. LOL

EEeeek! My left eye is swollen! A little bit.. But it hurts a lot. ): When I blink and do you know how hard it is to rub it when it's itchy? >:l

It's so hot noww.. I feel like jumping into the swimming pool.

So chapel service was pretty awesome. Some guy called Glen Lim spoke to us and it was really cool to have an ex-drug addict to talk to us. He's done a lot of bad things in his life but now he's trying as hard as he can to make up for it. (: This just shows how God's work is so miraculous. 30 years - 6 months. 24 strokes - 0 strokes. God can do anything mann. Lol. He was also kinda funny(: He connects with the audience so easily. o.o And his powerpoint slide only consisted of two slides but he talked so much that chapel lasted all the way to recess time.

I think he took up Mrs Ong's speaking time. Haha. Mrs Chua told me before chapel that she was supposed to talk today. Heh. x)

I think I'll play tetris a lot today. I'm such a slacker and I'm doing nothing about it. =.= Ah whatever.


www.freetetris.org

Average day. Average everything.

Sigh. 16 more days to PSLE. 21 more days to paradise.

I don't think I'll be able to hold out that long.

Rawrrr! I'm done with Breaking Dawn. ): Means no more twilight seriesssss. I want to read about them foreverrrrr. >:l

Oh well. At least the movie is coming out. December I think.

It is now 4.20pm. Have a break! Have a kit-kat! (: Lol. I haven't done any work at all. I need to do science paper, music project and the rest of mummy's work. Ugh.

Notice how my posts are now all so freaking short. This is due to the fact that PSLE is in 17 days!!! Oh nooo. I'm going to get 10 marks lower than wat I got for prelims. ): It's the cursseee! ;X

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Some people can just shut up if they seriously have nothing good to say. You don't even know what's really going on and you're already babbling on and on about stupid stuff which don't matter at all! Have you ever heard of coincidences? You don't need to fling more shit when it's already hard keeping up with the ones that have been thrown.

I know this is stupid but just thinking about it pisses me off big time.

): I have a bump on my head )): I am seriously the dumbest person in the world. I was sleeping and it felt uncomfortable so I moved and I forgot there was a wall on my left. I turned and BAM. It was totally black for a second. Now it hurts like hell even when you jsut plce your finger tips on it. ): I think because of the huge impact, the back of my head is hurting as well. :l

Mummy wants me to sleep in her room tonight so that I won't hit my head again. =.=

I am addicted to Tetris. (:

Tims birthday PARTEH tomorrow!!! Weeeeeeeee..!! GTA will be back with me again!! For a few hours..

OKAY. This is going to explode out of me one day if I don't get it out now.

ARGH. I hate it how people DO CERTAIN THINGS when I do well. I'm sorry okay! What do you expect me to do? I have to get bad results then you'll like me better? I ask you how much you got, you give me a face and turn away, ignoring me. What the Hell la. This isn't the first time. You don't even know what I got! So what, you think I'm rubbing it in? I don't DO THAT. All of you think I'm always rubbing it in.

Okay, so I think: Next time, I'll just shut up. Then everybody's happy.

But hell no, you come to me and ask me what I got and then when you find out, you give me another face and stomp off.

So I hide my marks. But within a few minutes, someone already finds out. ==" Then the whole process restarts all over again.

AAAAAAAAAAHHH. WHAT DO YOU WANT ME TO DO?!?!?!?!?!



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Travelling again
I know exactly how it's gonna end
The routine day dream starts as I get off
I'm holding up the queue
Because my ticket won't go through
I know it should be simple but it's not

So don't take my photograph
Cos I don't wanna know how it looks
To feel like this
As cars and people pass
It feels like standing still but I know
I'm just moving uncomfortably slow

Something's gotta change
I know i'm lucky in a lot of ways
So why do I want more
Than what I have?
Brace myself to hear the lies
I wonder if they know that I
Don't get the jokes but I just
Need to laugh

So don't take my photograph
Cos I don't wanna know how it looks
To feel like this
As cars and people pass
It feels like standing still but I know
I'm just moving uncomfortably slow

I'm just moving uncomfortably
Slow down
There's infinite detail
When you break it down
It all becomes simple how
It all becomes clearer now

So don't take my photograph
Cos I don't wanna know how it looks
To feel like this
As cars and people pass
It feels like standing still but I know
I'm just moving sub-consciously
One day I guess i'll be
The man that you think you see
I'm just moving uncomfortably
Slow.

Great great great. New maid is coming... TONIGHT!!! Kay luhz. It's not that scary. Maybe I'll even like this one. The one I didn't choose... ==" I'll try to socialize with her. She looks like a bug though. Like Mrs Chong, big eyes. O.O

Okay okay, I need to go. PoPo nagging at me again cos' food is on the table and I'm not eating it yet.

All top school testpaper corrections must be finished by today. ==" And the music project too I think. :l I didn't receive any mail from Dawn by the way..

Last night was horrible. I couldn't sleep and my dreams were pretty much taken over by the damn Joker and his freakishly long life.

School was a waste of time today. I didn't learn anything new and interesting, nothing seemed to amuse me much. I fell asleep in the middle of class twice. And another time when i was shading something on Sarah's notebook. o.o I tried to study when i got home but I couldn't help but feel the fatigue crashing down on me and chocolate couldn't save me this time.

I staggered to my bedroom and collapsed on the bed. Tada! Two hours was gone. It would have been three if my PoPo didn't nag at me. I swear her voice is seriously a pain in the ass when she nags.

I pretty much finished my work for today but it's only 5.20p.m. and I can't do anything else, so I guess I'll just do more. Get ahead of the schedule or something.

The stupid private lift is not working and it keeps ringing. Everything second it rings. Precisely one second. It's like when you're studying and you read silently, A population is a group of the ring.. ring.. ring.. Bloody Hell.

And when you're watching TV, Spongebob Squarepants! Spongebob Squarepants! Spongeebob... Square ring... ring... ring.. I felt like smashing the lift door down with my bokan. ==" I bet y'all forgot what a bokan was, didn't ya? It's a wooden sword... =="

I guess I'll get back to work now. My math books await me!

UGH. Bad night bad night. I kept waking up every freaking 30min. And I had three nightmares in a row!! First one was about the Joker trying to kill me. :l Random, I know. Second one was about PSLE listening comprehension. The volume was so low and I seemed to be the only one in the whole hall who couldn't hear properly. And I failed. :l Last one was about the day we got our PSLE marks. I got 210. )): Now I'm scared. :l

I skipped aikido today!! Yaye okay.

Stoned in the kitchen for goodness knows how long and watched PoPo severe several body parts from a chicken. Quite interesting actually. Reminds me of sweeny todd(:

Tuition teacher is coming in approximately 19 minutes. She's usually like 5min early if not it would be 24 min. ): I can't say "nevermind, get it done and over with" because she only goes at 3.30pm and doesn't care whether her lesson was one and a half hours or not.

Hmmm... =.= I sense a boring day ahead. =.= Yep, definitely.

I will rule over English today. Muahaha. Divide and conquer!!!!!!!!

So here I am again. Knowing that you're not exactly happy now. Why aren't you happy? Why can't I freaking do anything about it? I wish you knew how much this is affecting me. Hell, I don't even think you know that I'm talking about you right now.

You keep fooling yourself. You keep hurting yourself for the sake of others. Could you maybe, just for one second, think about yourself?

Who is the one that's causing you all this pain? All this suffering that you need not take. I wish it would be me taking it and not you. Here I was for one moment, thinking maybe I'll help you one day. I'll help you make your day. But obviously, that's not going to happen. Because I don't know how. I don't know how to help. And that's the thing.

I. Don't. Know.

It's a good thing you don't know my blog. This is Hell.

HEEHEE(: GTA is back in my arms now. (: Well at least until tonight, when Stan leaves again ==" I think he's coming back on friday :D I actually had some problems coping with the silence when he left on monday. When I finally got used to it again, he came back. Heh. Okay.



I almost died yesterday when I realized my PSP was DEAD. AAAAAAAHHHH. And so is its charger. :l It's freaking not charging ANYTHING. Well, my PSP is okay now. Since Stan brought his own charger. (:



Oh and I read two chapters of breaking dawn yesterday. ;X I couldn't help myself. And I was on break after finishing two science test papers. (with extra questions included. ==")



When I was sloggily brushing my teeth just now, I noticed how unusually carefree I was. Unusually carefree because I wasn't rushing to change anything. Usually at the start of the holidays I'd make a promise to myself to change. You know, like on the first day of school, you suddenly appear to be so awesome. Hahaha. But now I'm not doing anything. So what does this mean? It means that I like myself more now. (: Okay, not only that luhz.



It's because now I know (Daddy told me(:) that you can't change yourself overnight. Or in a week. Or a month. Or ever! You're you and you were that way for a reason. Okay maybe you can change your bad habits(personality ones. Not drugs or whatever. You can change those.). But they'll slowly come back and hit you even harder. Then, you'll have an even harder time to change again. No matter how cliche this may sound, you have to accept that you were born with these bad points. After you've done that, use them! (: Use them on bad people that have pissed you off or something. No, not really. Just do whatever is good. I don't even know what's good yet so..

I'm thirsty now. :l Cold Waterrr..!

-yaawwwnnn- =.=

It's a rainy morning. That's not good. Because that would make me want to sleep more.

I'm supposed to complete a whole science assesment book today. I should probably complete it by 6 or 7+. If I really get into it, that is. But it's a rainy morning!!!! =.=

Stan is coming back tonight. More Grand Theft Auto. :B I swear if it wasn't for the cheat codes, I would have given up on it and never have discovered this awesome part of the game where you steal other people's cars and crush them at the junk yard for money. HAHA. And also, if it wasn't for the cheat codes, I never would have been able to use the katana to kill people!! (: A katana, by the way, is a samurai sword. (: One hit KO. Heehee :D

But one cheat was bad though. My cousin saw it on he internet and the title said, 'Make girls follow you'. So he did it. =.= Without telling me. =.="" (I think people have a problem telling me things that their about to do with my things. Like my mummy!! Pink glasses. =.="""""""" Her excuse was, "It's matte pink, dear. So it'll look very nice." But half the time she didn't even know what matte pink was!!!! >:((( ) Okay, getting back to the point. Instead of girls following me, there were a ton of men following me. ..... Even if I cut all their heads off (with my beloved katana :3), and take their money, more guys will start running towards me and following my every move. It was so bloody irritating.

Did I mention that there was this cheat code that didn't let me be wanted? So even if I murdered a million police officers and make their cars explode I wouldn't get busted. HAHAHAHA. I want my cousin's PSP here with me noww. :l

Okay, looks like I can only finish my work by 10 or something. I can't freaking stop thinking about GTA!?!?!?!?!??!?!....................................................................................................... )))))))):