So here I am again. Knowing that you're not exactly happy now. Why aren't you happy? Why can't I freaking do anything about it? I wish you knew how much this is affecting me. Hell, I don't even think you know that I'm talking about you right now.

You keep fooling yourself. You keep hurting yourself for the sake of others. Could you maybe, just for one second, think about yourself?

Who is the one that's causing you all this pain? All this suffering that you need not take. I wish it would be me taking it and not you. Here I was for one moment, thinking maybe I'll help you one day. I'll help you make your day. But obviously, that's not going to happen. Because I don't know how. I don't know how to help. And that's the thing.

I. Don't. Know.

It's a good thing you don't know my blog. This is Hell.