HEEHEE(: GTA is back in my arms now. (: Well at least until tonight, when Stan leaves again ==" I think he's coming back on friday :D I actually had some problems coping with the silence when he left on monday. When I finally got used to it again, he came back. Heh. Okay.



I almost died yesterday when I realized my PSP was DEAD. AAAAAAAHHHH. And so is its charger. :l It's freaking not charging ANYTHING. Well, my PSP is okay now. Since Stan brought his own charger. (:



Oh and I read two chapters of breaking dawn yesterday. ;X I couldn't help myself. And I was on break after finishing two science test papers. (with extra questions included. ==")



When I was sloggily brushing my teeth just now, I noticed how unusually carefree I was. Unusually carefree because I wasn't rushing to change anything. Usually at the start of the holidays I'd make a promise to myself to change. You know, like on the first day of school, you suddenly appear to be so awesome. Hahaha. But now I'm not doing anything. So what does this mean? It means that I like myself more now. (: Okay, not only that luhz.



It's because now I know (Daddy told me(:) that you can't change yourself overnight. Or in a week. Or a month. Or ever! You're you and you were that way for a reason. Okay maybe you can change your bad habits(personality ones. Not drugs or whatever. You can change those.). But they'll slowly come back and hit you even harder. Then, you'll have an even harder time to change again. No matter how cliche this may sound, you have to accept that you were born with these bad points. After you've done that, use them! (: Use them on bad people that have pissed you off or something. No, not really. Just do whatever is good. I don't even know what's good yet so..

I'm thirsty now. :l Cold Waterrr..!