Everything is sooo irritating today. Chinese and english was like Hell. I couldn't stop yawning ang I wanted to sleep so bad. Then some stupid note came and Bj got all emo.

I hate ranting, but ironically it gets rid of some of the negative energy that gets stuck in me during school. The problem, is that there's nobody in this friggin' world I can talk to. I seriously want to go to heaven right now.

I am friggin' pissed. She gets all emo at random times. And she treats me with a cold shoulder. She gets angry soo easily. I wish she would give like a warning. She's done this too many times. Yeah, it pisses me off like crap. At first, it wasn't so bad. I still got irritated but after a while the feeling would go away. But now, it's like tearing apart. Especially today, since I was being irritated by almost everything. I might not have shown it but it really was like Hell. I'm so fucking pissed. I don't really care whether we get into a big fight after this, I've been keeping quiet for so long. Could you stop playing the victim? Your social life isn't everything you know?It's not like because one stupid person doesn't like you much you get all moody and it's like the end of the world. LEARN TO FORGET DAMN IT. And if she doesn't like you, just change! That's what I did last year, just because wierd ol' Tessa Oh and the gang doesn't like me. Yeah, they don't like me even more now, but what do I care? I don't understand how sentimental someone can be.