Hmm.. I wonder what death is like o.o Will there really be this sudden flash of light and then you see your whole life flashing past your eyes? :D That'll be soo cool Haha (:

No I'm not suicidal. Don't worry. I am fully aware that I can't go to Heaven if I die on purpose. Damn it. Lol Haha JOKING ;X Wonder how much time I have left. Probably a lot, since I just became twelve. Only. Ugh.

My mom is yapping on about my drawings. She says that when PSLE's over she's going to send me to some sketching class T-T. And she even said something about buying me some canvas for painting. o.o I'm not good at painting. Only doodling.. Cos' I can draw my imagination :D Haha. My auntie recently discovered I could doodle well. Haha. She was peeking over my shoulder ( I was totally oblivious ) when I was doodling in my room. She and my dad can somehow sneak next to me and I wouldn't even know. It feels like I have no privacy. Blehz. Anyways, my aunt saw and she was like, 'OH MY GOODNESS. KIM! KIM! Let me see!" ==" I almost had a stroke. Then she started calling her sister and grandma and telling them about it. But then, there was some funny stuff out of it cos' she and my otehr aunt started recalling when they were my age. They said their teacher always gave them art homework and they wouldn't know how to draw anything. They would just sit at the table with a pencil in their hands and stare at the blank piece of paper infront of them. Stare and stare and stare until they cried. Haha. Then my dad would come to the rescue. Haha (:

She saw the second page ( the one with the doodle of the wizard and the short guy with the gigantic sword and sasuke. Oh and I added in ichigo from bleach (: ) . She started babbling in hainanese and something about my shading. =="

Oh yeah, good news Bj. All the tadpoles couldn't adapt to my home environment and died. And I don't understand why cos' my home rocks (:

I didn't know today was Father's day and I didn't get anything for daddy.. I'm soo sorry >.<