15:09
Tuesday, 13 May 2008
41st post (:
I'm frustrated. Even though I don't seem so. But I am. I just realized yesterday that I was going to die during the June Holidays. Coz I'd miss PE on Tuesdays ): not on Fridays. Coz we'd still be all sweaty after PE and we'd be even sweatier after recess since Friday's PE is always just before recess :l
I'll have no one to talk to. Other then myself. And God I suppose. But that's only when I have a problem. Which means...I'll be talking to him a lot in the June Holidays. I haven't posted for 10 days I think. I can't remember Sunday to Thursday. So let's just start with Friday.
Friday :
After school, I didn't wait for Bj. I went another way downstairs so they wouldn't spot me. Fridays always felt so empty. I walked home slowly by the shorter way and bought a bar of Toblerone, a packet of Maltesers and a packet of Milo Nugget thingies. And ate them in respective order. I watched television and slacked. I went on the computer and saw a chainmail saying : At midnight tonight, the love of your life will realize that she/he likes you. Something good will happen to you tomorrow between 12pm to 4 pm. And I did what it told me to do. I felt confined in my parent's room, so I switched televisions and sat in a corner of the couch and switched on the living room's television. After five minutes, I went to get a glass of water, fully aware that my other glass was still half-full. Drank both glasses and went to bed. No dreams that night.
Saturday :
I woke up. Laid in bed for about half an hour, thinking about the boring Aikido lesson I had today. Then I remembered the chainmail. I knew the first part couldn't happen but somehow I still felt happy about the second part. I thought maybe going to aikido could make time flow faster so I rushed and changed into everything. I expected something big and amazing would happen but there wasn't anything good except getting back my electric fan. That was, the best part of the day. I still felt empty and slept. No dreams.
Sunday:
Woke up. Rushed to change as I knew there was chruch and there was always something to look forward to there. But that day was Mother's Day and there wasn't any sunday school. Everybody was to attend the talk at the auditorium. But I think there was still Youth group although I did spot some youths at the auditorium that day. Wasn't very pleased. Nothing special happened after that except our whole family going to my dad's god-brother's restaraunt to give him some 'face'.
Monday:
Glad I could finally go to school. Many things I could look forward to in my life was there. Had exam and a late recess. Although I didn't mind, coz some secondary people was there. Well, actually a lot. But it made me feel better, coz i wouldn't be the only unusally tall person in the canteen (: But then, I started coughing like crazy. I couldn't play ball and after sitting down for a while, couldn't seem to lift up my hand to show YingYuan the time. During the chinese listening comprehension, I felt like puking. But I guess it improved somehow, sometime coz i didn't feel so bad anymore after the listening was over. Had a really boring science lesson. Go home and slack.
Today:
Happy-ish I guess.The exams are over. Although that meant no more late recess. And no more secondary people around. Meaning I was the unusually tall person in the canteen again :l but that was okay.. I guess. Very frustrated about the June Holidays. Started writing random sentences three times each to show how frustrated I was. Bj thought I was crazy I think. Well, at least Sam did. She threatened me if I really went crazy she'd slap me ):
I want to sleep. I want to swim. I want to read. I want to blog. I want to watch naruto and bleach. I want to watch television. I want to watch a movie. I want to go to school. I want to enjoy my birthday but I CAN'T. I want to enjoy my June Holidays but I CAN'T because of certain people who WON'T be there during that HORRIBLE period of time equivalent to ONE MONTH.
I'm frustrated. Even though I don't seem so. But I am. I just realized yesterday that I was going to die during the June Holidays. Coz I'd miss PE on Tuesdays ): not on Fridays. Coz we'd still be all sweaty after PE and we'd be even sweatier after recess since Friday's PE is always just before recess :l
I'll have no one to talk to. Other then myself. And God I suppose. But that's only when I have a problem. Which means...I'll be talking to him a lot in the June Holidays. I haven't posted for 10 days I think. I can't remember Sunday to Thursday. So let's just start with Friday.
Friday :
After school, I didn't wait for Bj. I went another way downstairs so they wouldn't spot me. Fridays always felt so empty. I walked home slowly by the shorter way and bought a bar of Toblerone, a packet of Maltesers and a packet of Milo Nugget thingies. And ate them in respective order. I watched television and slacked. I went on the computer and saw a chainmail saying : At midnight tonight, the love of your life will realize that she/he likes you. Something good will happen to you tomorrow between 12pm to 4 pm. And I did what it told me to do. I felt confined in my parent's room, so I switched televisions and sat in a corner of the couch and switched on the living room's television. After five minutes, I went to get a glass of water, fully aware that my other glass was still half-full. Drank both glasses and went to bed. No dreams that night.
Saturday :
I woke up. Laid in bed for about half an hour, thinking about the boring Aikido lesson I had today. Then I remembered the chainmail. I knew the first part couldn't happen but somehow I still felt happy about the second part. I thought maybe going to aikido could make time flow faster so I rushed and changed into everything. I expected something big and amazing would happen but there wasn't anything good except getting back my electric fan. That was, the best part of the day. I still felt empty and slept. No dreams.
Sunday:
Woke up. Rushed to change as I knew there was chruch and there was always something to look forward to there. But that day was Mother's Day and there wasn't any sunday school. Everybody was to attend the talk at the auditorium. But I think there was still Youth group although I did spot some youths at the auditorium that day. Wasn't very pleased. Nothing special happened after that except our whole family going to my dad's god-brother's restaraunt to give him some 'face'.
Monday:
Glad I could finally go to school. Many things I could look forward to in my life was there. Had exam and a late recess. Although I didn't mind, coz some secondary people was there. Well, actually a lot. But it made me feel better, coz i wouldn't be the only unusally tall person in the canteen (: But then, I started coughing like crazy. I couldn't play ball and after sitting down for a while, couldn't seem to lift up my hand to show YingYuan the time. During the chinese listening comprehension, I felt like puking. But I guess it improved somehow, sometime coz i didn't feel so bad anymore after the listening was over. Had a really boring science lesson. Go home and slack.
Today:
Happy-ish I guess.The exams are over. Although that meant no more late recess. And no more secondary people around. Meaning I was the unusually tall person in the canteen again :l but that was okay.. I guess. Very frustrated about the June Holidays. Started writing random sentences three times each to show how frustrated I was. Bj thought I was crazy I think. Well, at least Sam did. She threatened me if I really went crazy she'd slap me ):
I want to sleep. I want to swim. I want to read. I want to blog. I want to watch naruto and bleach. I want to watch television. I want to watch a movie. I want to go to school. I want to enjoy my birthday but I CAN'T. I want to enjoy my June Holidays but I CAN'T because of certain people who WON'T be there during that HORRIBLE period of time equivalent to ONE MONTH.
